Will opens his journal and begins this days entry: The presence in awareness of the unexplainable can make you feel like the guy who jumps off a skyscraper and as he passes each floor thinks "so far so good". The exhilaration of everyday can make you wonder what's in store at the end. Wills and ascension cover the goods but the emotional and the uncertainty make you hesitant about the pavement. So why then is my body my temple and why do I have frat parties there still? On the far side of the hill in the clearing where you can see the milky way on a cloudless night, I still relish sashaying in the sheets more than any other formation. It's a today thing and it's an everyday thing because it's where the endorphins come out. All the other stuff is sweet but curled toes and the release are the only thing worth mentioning as an adult. You've got your skateboarding and your banana splits but heaven is in her grasp. Tomorrow I will activate the pineal gland a different way and see if this is confirmed. Until then there will be no She saids or I dids - it'll all be about the very second.