Will's back looking at the concept paper for "Self Deprecation" he mailed almost three weeks ago with no response so far. The acceptance that these things take a while to digest is hard for Will and he invariably goes right to "the concept is Shades of Grey - Dogdirt" but this time he'd rather develop the story assuming it's going to be greenlighted. Will doesn't want to write it in chronological order so he goes to section #2, Diddle the neighbor. The back story to this is somehow rooted in early TV commercials that affected Will. He missed his mommy when she went to work and when a commercial came on and it had a female in it, Will wanted to hug and kiss his Mommy right then. Luckily, the girl next door was an only child and possibly a little affection deprived, which Will parlayed intuitively into kissing and touching pee-pees under the guise of reading comic books together. It is basic connectivity - a lesson Will carried all the way through his 40s and activated at first glance with Jill. You can't share true love until you're ready to give your whole self to one person who's willing and able to give her true self, too. There's no comic books or a parent in the next room but swirling in the vortex of love with Jill somehow connects to the decision a 5 year old Will made to diddle the neighbor. This section just might be the keystone of the edgelessness.